The story of April * No more Teenager, I'm Adult *

The time past so fast ,
Now i'm 20
*happy that i can enjoy my 20th birthday with my gang of Vees members*
*Sad that i cannot accept i already 20*

Do not expect that i still will received some surprise in the party~
Guys ;
I love the Cake;
I love the Present;
I love the Photos;
I love Vees Members..

Love love love =）

*Especially Thank Mike Teh, thank he for being my photographer, thank for attending the birthday dinner, thank for lending his DSLR to my crazy of Vees members, Anyway, THANK YOU  :) *

Pictures Times :

Appreciate the moments that you all helped me to celebrate my birthday :)

This album include all the memories that We create together.
Saw back all the pictures,
I can felt that we have a lots of Fun together,
Smile together,
Play together, and
Laugh together..
That what i had during the moments with you all...

The album is going to be Full soon...
Don't let the Happiness keep away from us..
Let's create more and more memories together before we graduate ~

Last year to celebrate with You all??
That still a question for me...
Let's wait for the next year of my birthday ba =)

*So sorry that i cant celebrate with 2 of my dears, but when i received the message from u 2 , i very happy *
*就算我们很少见面，很少出去，不过一件事可以确定，我们的友谊不变*
*我懂你们会担心我有了新朋友而忘了你们，你们想太多了，在我心里你们的地位很重要*
*我爱你们， Pohfong Ooi, E-Jean Teoh *

Everything change! =(

Quite alots of things happened between us..
felt that our relationship cannot stay the same as before..
miss the time that we enjoyed...
but....
all the things had change!


有些话说了就再也回不了头~
所以我宁愿保持现状~
普通朋友的关系永远都是最好的~ =)

Just an update =)

Suddenly felt the time past so fast~
Fianl exam finished;
Sem break finished ;
now CNY also past!

THE TIME PAST SO FAST JUST LIKE I JUST CLOSED MY EYES AND HAVE A NAP~

Final exam result not bad! at least i pass all..but just dissapointed to my ethic,account and law~
thought that i can get an A in this 3 subjects...
Nevermind la~ at least i no need to resit any subjects~
God Bless =)

Sem break??
Went for a Genting trip~ *super damn enjoy*
now i not only felt that my secondary friends is my family members,
My college friends also the same!
All is my family membersss~

I like to sit together with you all to have a meal,
chit chat, gossip, eating, and blablabla~
I like to capture alots of crazy pictures with some emo pose, crazy pose together with you all~

Realized that i am so happy to know my secondary friends and my college friends~
At here, i really want say sorry to my secondary friends...
Sorry about i cant attend the gathering~
SORRY~ =(

Chinese New Year....
wau~ busy, happy and enjoy-ing~
I love that ♥

New sem start again!
finish everything and fight for all subjects in 7 weeks~
headache!
Busy sem again~
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我现在想把我上次跟你说的话跟自己再说一遍~
当朋友也许会比当情人比较好~
拜托，我希望我们一直都只是朋友~
永远都不要跨过那条线~ =D

情人节？
20年了，相信我身边很多朋友跟我一样~
从来都还没跟自己喜欢的TA度过第一个情人节~
好像很伤感一样~哈哈哈哈~~

下个星期就是了~
祝有情人的，情人节快乐~
单身的朋友，也祝你们情人节快乐~ =)

Brand New Year

Sorry readers~ so damn long time didnt update my blog~
because last time i am busying for my final exam~
damn tired la~
i exam for 2 weeks~
During this 2 weeks ....omg~ all my life habits already terbalik~
when the time people sleep was the time i study. the time went people wake up and went to school was the time i sleep~
lolz~ really damn tired! everyday almost 4 or 5am just slept!
Why everytime want to face the exam i just will face the book????
WHY Why Why!!!!

Hope i can pass all my subjest.. * God Bless Me please! *

Luckily, i still can count down for New Year~
* Happy New Year *

A good news can share to u all~~
hohohoho~~
i lose 4kg in one monthss~
haha~~happy!
but the ways is not good!
keep skip breakfast~sometime keep 2 meals direct have dinner!
Finally i can wear alots of beauty shirt!
Hope i dont become fat after CNY!!

Why everytime sem break so boring one!
no activities!
plsss friendss~
i need play badminton!!
jio me jio me!
i dont wan grow mushroom at home la~

Going to give a suprise to someone~haha~

short update 1st la~ bye! ^^

真的是最后一次

在这里，我永远都觉得是最舒服的~ ♥

我的确是一个在感情里面一直逃避的胆小鬼~

不过今天是最后一天了!!

真的是最后一天了!

不过在还没17号的12点前，请让我好好的发泄~

憋在心里的话，我现在就说~

我喜欢你，而且已经喜欢你很久了!! 其实到最后发现我一直以来都是喜欢着!!

你应该知道我是在跟你说吧!

就算你真的不知道，那也就算了~

就当着是我完成了要对你坦白自己感觉的愿望吧~

你的另一半或许不是你想要的，但请你别伤害她~

她是个很好的女孩~

既然开始了，就努力的维持吧!!

你们要幸福~

我真心诚意的祝福~ =）

一路以来都是我在一厢情愿~

不过今天我又22小时的时间好好的放肆大哭!!

过了22个小时，我将开始我全新的生活~

一个没有你，再也不喜欢你的生活~

我相信我会过得很好~

你会祝福我吧!  =)

这段时间里，我不会找你，因为我要忘记你~

也请你不要再这段时间靠近我~

谢谢~

相信我忘记你后，我们还会是那个会一起分享秘密的好朋友~

你要幸福~

祝你有个美好的2011年~有个在2011年过得开心的圣诞节~~ =)

晚安~ 

痛苦的折磨

11月，12月里，我过得很不开心~

只有这里能让我发泄~

我不怕我爸妈知道~也不怕我哥看到!!!

如果你们看到了，不要担心~我很好~

我还是你们那个会想的小女孩~

我长大了，有权利喜欢人~

也有能力自己承受伤害~~

不过我不是谈恋爱，我只是暗恋别人!!

请你们不要怪我在读书时期想这些事情，因为当感觉来的时候，我根本无法抗拒~

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我不知道TA到底哪一点吸引我...

也不知道为什么世界上那么多人，我就是偏偏看上TA!!

这些事情我根本无法控制~

只能说是上帝给我的考验~

感谢上帝让我感受到痛....

痛了才知道不值得!!  :')

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自从那天起，

我的笑容是假的...

我没有胃口是真的!!

感觉到朋友对我的关心是真心的~

再加上生病了~

我真的很辛苦~

总是偷偷的躲起来哭!!

请原谅我那些多余的水分无法释放，所以它选择流眼泪~

我没有你们想象中的坚强，我一直都是逃避自己感情的胆小鬼~

也请你们不要再提起这件事! 

因为我好怕我承受不了，在你们面前大哭~~

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我需要一个温暖的拥抱~

我需要一个能让我放肆大哭的地方~

我需要一个时间倒流的机会~

我很需要~太需要了~

不过我比较需要时间去忘记你~

一个月? 三个月? 一年? 

我不知道~

慢慢来吧~

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请放心，我绝对不会影响自己的学业~

这是我最能肯定的一件事~ =)

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以后TA看到的会是一个不一样的我~  =)

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雨过天晴后，总会出现美丽的彩虹 

失败

不一样的自己，开心的自己从今天开始~

这是我昨天写的!!

兴奋的以为过了昨天，我今天就会变得开心~

到后来我还是失败!!

这几天的我胃口不是很好~就只吃那么一点点~

再加上要生病了~

突然觉得很累~

很想抛下一切去到别的地方开始!!

不过这些发梦就可以吧~

好不容易笑容找回了~现在又消失了!!

我总是那么的失败~

我是一个逃避自己的女生~~

眼泪不知不觉掉了下来~ 

Tell myself that I'm okay~

I am strong enough~  :')