真的是最后一次

在这里，我永远都觉得是最舒服的~ ♥

我的确是一个在感情里面一直逃避的胆小鬼~

不过今天是最后一天了!!

真的是最后一天了!

不过在还没17号的12点前，请让我好好的发泄~

憋在心里的话，我现在就说~

我喜欢你，而且已经喜欢你很久了!! 其实到最后发现我一直以来都是喜欢着!!

你应该知道我是在跟你说吧!

就算你真的不知道，那也就算了~

就当着是我完成了要对你坦白自己感觉的愿望吧~

你的另一半或许不是你想要的，但请你别伤害她~

她是个很好的女孩~

既然开始了，就努力的维持吧!!

你们要幸福~

我真心诚意的祝福~ =）

一路以来都是我在一厢情愿~

不过今天我又22小时的时间好好的放肆大哭!!

过了22个小时，我将开始我全新的生活~

一个没有你，再也不喜欢你的生活~

我相信我会过得很好~

你会祝福我吧!  =)

这段时间里，我不会找你，因为我要忘记你~

也请你不要再这段时间靠近我~

谢谢~

相信我忘记你后，我们还会是那个会一起分享秘密的好朋友~

你要幸福~

祝你有个美好的2011年~有个在2011年过得开心的圣诞节~~ =)

晚安~ 

痛苦的折磨

11月，12月里，我过得很不开心~

只有这里能让我发泄~

我不怕我爸妈知道~也不怕我哥看到!!!

如果你们看到了，不要担心~我很好~

我还是你们那个会想的小女孩~

我长大了，有权利喜欢人~

也有能力自己承受伤害~~

不过我不是谈恋爱，我只是暗恋别人!!

请你们不要怪我在读书时期想这些事情，因为当感觉来的时候，我根本无法抗拒~

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我不知道TA到底哪一点吸引我...

也不知道为什么世界上那么多人，我就是偏偏看上TA!!

这些事情我根本无法控制~

只能说是上帝给我的考验~

感谢上帝让我感受到痛....

痛了才知道不值得!!  :')

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自从那天起，

我的笑容是假的...

我没有胃口是真的!!

感觉到朋友对我的关心是真心的~

再加上生病了~

我真的很辛苦~

总是偷偷的躲起来哭!!

请原谅我那些多余的水分无法释放，所以它选择流眼泪~

我没有你们想象中的坚强，我一直都是逃避自己感情的胆小鬼~

也请你们不要再提起这件事! 

因为我好怕我承受不了，在你们面前大哭~~

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我需要一个温暖的拥抱~

我需要一个能让我放肆大哭的地方~

我需要一个时间倒流的机会~

我很需要~太需要了~

不过我比较需要时间去忘记你~

一个月? 三个月? 一年? 

我不知道~

慢慢来吧~

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请放心，我绝对不会影响自己的学业~

这是我最能肯定的一件事~ =)

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以后TA看到的会是一个不一样的我~  =)

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雨过天晴后，总会出现美丽的彩虹 

失败

不一样的自己，开心的自己从今天开始~

这是我昨天写的!!

兴奋的以为过了昨天，我今天就会变得开心~

到后来我还是失败!!

这几天的我胃口不是很好~就只吃那么一点点~

再加上要生病了~

突然觉得很累~

很想抛下一切去到别的地方开始!!

不过这些发梦就可以吧~

好不容易笑容找回了~现在又消失了!!

我总是那么的失败~

我是一个逃避自己的女生~~

眼泪不知不觉掉了下来~ 

Tell myself that I'm okay~

I am strong enough~  :')

笨蛋

我才知道原来我那么笨!!
原来从一开始我都被蒙在鼓里~~
自己还以为是自己了解得比较多~
哪里知道原来旁观者知道的事情比我还要多~
是我反应迟钝吗??

我真的很累~
那种累已经暂停了一年多现在又重来一次~

我真的很累!!! 累!!  累!!!

此刻的心情我真的无法形容~
只想要好好好哭一下~~

Enjoyable week

Start from the beginning of my post,

i want to wish again my friend, MIKE TEH GOR GOR HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

hehe~

That day before the party started, it rain heavily~

damn heavy~

but at night about 6.30pm the rain stop....

when we reach PARADISE, it start lightning and going to rain~~

*PRAY TO THE GOD*

luckily, it didnt rain~~ =)

quite enjoy in the party and knew 2 new friendss~

me and Vyn had a suprise for he!

yuhuu~~he was shocked~and thought that who did his car like that~

damn funny la the situation!!

took alots of picturesss~

wish he fast fast upload the pic!!

i cant wait for it! =)

*mike mike mike~~fast fast upload it!! *

18.11.11  an enjoyable night again!!

went JITRA having Thai food with Vyn, Xuezhi and Sean Hong~

4 people order for 5 dishes~

Yummy and SPICY!!!

We also took alots of picturess...

many many pattern from us!!  xD

enjoy enjoy~~

*Planning going to other thai restaurant next time *

Yesterday also a memorable day la~~

quite lucky also!!!

What had happened i dont want to mention la~

just feel that luckily 4 of us can very safe to reach our hometown!!

* Just 4 of us knew what happen  =P *

This few days i keep thinking, the final answer is 目前为止在我心里，你还是最完美的那一个~ =)

Stresssssssss :'(

Hey guys~
i just finished my Law test just now~
wow~damn stresssssss~

Yesterday skip for 3 classes stay at hostel and do revision~
start revision from 2pm until 3am~
Can you all know how pressure am i?? =(

Last sem i got full marks in my test~
so no exception this time i also high expectation!!!
i wish to get full marks again!!
but after the test, my full marks fly away~~
i told myself nevermind because i already try my best~

*cheer up girl *

Hope my marks can fulfill my expectation la~
My housemate said that i tooo care about Law this subject already!!
4 credits lo~~hw i dont want care!!!
Accounting also 4 credits~but i already give up!!
because i have a NOOB LECTURE!!
hopeless already!!
I give it to GOD to help me decide~

now i just need to relax my mind!!
i want a enough sleep,
i wan watch movie,
i want sing k,
i want play badminton!!!!
now i need alot of activitiesssss to make myself relax Relax and RELAX!!!

So lucky tonight i can watch movie!
if not i really will pressure until crazy~
I going to watch this movie later~



i will enjoy my movie later!!
now i need to take a rest!!
Goodbye guys~ =)

Busy life

这几个星期的忙碌，忙得我几乎忘了有部落格的存在.....

Now is already week 8~
that mean my college life is going to be more and more busy~

my schedule
week 8- 1 law test and law assignment need pass up
week 9 - 2 test ( accouting and ethic )
week 10 - japanese individual presentation
week 11 - test again!! ethic assignment and presentation.
week 12- japanese group presentation!

argg~~busy week for me!!

6 more weeks then i have to face FINAL EXAM again!!
:'(
I dont want!!
everytime when final exam i also will crying!!!
haiz~~pressure enough!

A few weeks pass~
Many things had happened~
Nobody know what i am thinking~
Sometime i also duno what i am thinking~

* I am FINE =) *

this pass 2 week Janice,Aik and Boon keep intoduce me all the weird weird person!!
please la friends~ i konw u all is good for me! but please if u all wan introduce,please introduce me the GOOD   one~
hahahaha~~
because if HE really Good~then i will treat HE as my mr right and Future hubby~ =)

I just realized that 有共同的兴趣，并不代表有说不完的话题...这句话~
Yap~i admit! i really had alots of interestss same as u!
but it just will make me feel that You are more far and far away from me!
hmmmm...No good ending between u and me! so i give up! =)
* I didnt cry~because i am not so like he *

Well~~lets tell u all some funny things~
Last week i suddenly felt that My MUM is so cuteeee~~
I just joking v her said i back penang early is wanna date with bf!
u know what my mum answer me???
she said if u got bf then i will CUT DOWN YOUR LEGS!!
wau~this answer make me laugh non stop!
Dont worry la mummy!! Nobody want your daughter yet! =)

another funny things~
its also from my MUM!
I am serious told my mum that i want to drive car back penang!!
this time her answer MOST funny!
she said.......you know nowadays already many SIAO LANG , you still wanna see ur mum stay at become SIAO LANG also!!
lolz~~i just want to drive car to penang~~got anneh serious mehh???? xD
Dont worry also la~i also just said! because i also not really know penang's road!! ><

The only past friday, i just found that my dad's back is so warm and big~
No exception...my mum's shoulder is warm too~~
i felt that when i stay beside them i will become a small little girl~
i found that~
* 就算有再大的问题出现，只要呆在爸妈的身边，就什么都不怕了~*
爸妈是我唯一的避风港~<3

After 2 more weeks, my bro and dai shou will come back from Australia~
hope to meet them soon~
my mum very miss them and keep dreaming about them~ xD
haha~

This coming wednesday i gt a LAW TEST!
i havent finish memorise it!!
but i still gt time to blog-ing and sleep-ing~
start worry that i dindnt have enough of time!!
sure for it! this few days i wont sleep so early!!

quite a long post huh~
hehe!!
hope u all enjoy it la~

Big big smile to u all~~ =DD

My super duper damn bored life

Readers~ do u all miss me?
so sorry that i had long time didnt update my blog! =)
because there was nothing special happen on me!
so i just didnt update!
Today i just felt bored...so i come here~ yuhuu =)

Ermm....
I think the most unlucky thing that happen on me is.......
Next tuesday i have DEBATE!!!
arggggg...
why why why!!!
why i am the 1st group..... :'(
Hope i do well in next week la~~

next friday i have ACCOUNTING TEST!!
this 1 more worst!!
duno what the lecture teach at al!!
this time really GG.com liao~~~

Thursday!!!!!!!
Nothing do!!!
quite bored la!!
why no people date me!!!
where all the people go!!!!
haiz~~
sleep awhile and woke up do my assignment!!!
my life!!!!
damn not interesting!!!!


*I found you, You also found me??*
haha~
something wrong to me!!

Guys~have a nice day!!

Say welcome to October

October~ A nice and happy month for me! =)

All the happy things and moments start from the beginning of the month~
xixi!! ^^

Hope everyone is happy during this month~

just a short update before i go to sleep!

Good night!
sleep tight and sweet dream~ =D

Complicated feeling

Suddenly got a feeling that......I am Lonely~

Always a few of couples around me!
hmmmm...
I am jealous????
I am envy???
DUNO~~
I duno at all~

Now i choose to hide what the feeling i had now~

是我不勇敢面对? 还是选择逃避??
一次的伤害就够了~
我承受不起第二次的伤害!!!

Say until last, i think Single is better for me now~ =.=

Good night!

Whatever things (:

1 week past~
felt like study nothing during the lecturer class~
Except for Law and Business Economic * at least i understand a bit *

Last Tuesday, I had a class gathering with almost all of my classmates at Golden Bbq Steamboat Restaurant~

So dissapointed that some of my classmates cant attend~
But i felt surprised that our class SUPERSTAR (BENJAMIN) will attended ~
We took alot of pictures at there...
Some pictures very very funny! =)

Full of memories that day~
Felt happy that 1st time i organised until so successful~
thank to all my classmates~
Love u all :*

I will organize the next gathering soon~
please wait for it~

That all what i wanted to said about the class gathering  (:
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24/9 Yesterday i was HAPPY =D
Happy without reason!

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Today 25 Sept __ A boring Saturday again!
Went to popular alone bought the things that i wanted to use during the class~
When on the way back, i saw my Dear__Pohfong ^^

Capture some new pictures when i felt bored~

Nowadays, i lazy to edit my picture..
Because i feel NATURE is the best~
自然路线，不做作___就是现在的我 ___赖钰婷

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Sorry readers, i know it's a long post~
But i still hope you enjoy my blog~

Have a nice day =)

New Sem =)

Year 2 sem 2 started~
1st day study Business Economic and Business Accounting~
Accounting dnt know what the teacher say!
this time sure die!
Ignore this part 1st~

Now told u all a good news~
Finally i went to watch "The Smurfs" with Vyn~

wau~
Nice movie~
Smurf smurf smurf ~

Good night =)

Happy or sad?

15 september~ *dnt konw want happy or sad*
Today my result was out~

first,show u all my this sem result~

ABBL3104	COMMERCIAL LAW OF MALAYSIA	A-
ABDH2173	INTRODUCTION TO HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT	B-
ABDM2033	BASIC MANAGEMENT PRINCIPLES	B+
AELE3463	ENGLISH FOR BUSINESS	B-
AELJ1113	JAPANESE LANGUAGE I	B-

GPA : 3.1406

CGPA : 2.8632

If give you all had tis result, what you all will feel??

happy or sad?

i think should be happy~

but sorry~i opposite with you all~ 

* I am sad!! sad!!! because all not under my expectation!

I start study before 2 weeks from the final~

den everyday study until almost 3am~

but this is what the result i get!

I admit this sem's result was i get the most good in my this 2 year study life!

but i expect i will get at least 3A...

but....

so sad about that~

A- for law!!! lagi sad! * because i think very easy than can gt A but......Minus this Icon appear behind the A..*

haiz~~

B+ for BMP~~ * sad also! i expect gt A also!!*

Japanese i also expect will get A! but finally gt B- !!

But i happy also!

because my cgpa growth up!

but still far away of my target!

I wish to get 3.3 for my cgpa~

will it possible before i end up my diploma study life??? =)

wish it will come true! 

I swear! next sem i want to study more hard!

less playing and study more! =)

I believe that my housemates and classmates will help me all the times~

PS: guys~drink more water~ because nowadays the whether is GOOD!! it make me sick also!! :(

For those who failed don't be sad!

study harder and you will pass soon =)

have a nice day~ 

Unhappy Sem Break

Year 2 sem 1 sem break~
SHIT!!!!!
This sem break is the one that  i pass the most UNHAPPY !!

In this few week, many things happened on me...
Less people knew that!

Sad and angry!!
all happened on me....
why why why!!!
i need to know why??
challenge my Endurance？？？


I really tired!!!!
Maybe cry just can help me to release!!
arggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screaming*

Time for EMO

Starting from yesterday
I had become EMO!
OMG~emo style coming again!
i hate that!

I already give up but why i still care about the relationship between u and me!
what i am thinking,
i totally dont know....
This question had make me cant concentrate and almost fall down from the stairs!!

Yesterday i cried again! T_T
Listen to the song and bring along the tears and slept!
well...hope that today is the last time!
i wanna to have a happy life =)
*Sure i can get it!*

Start from now i wont find you!
But when you find i will try to reply you! =)

Bye~

A day with my two siaozaboh dearss ♥

What day is today?
stupid question la!!
Today is thursday =)
haha~ xD
*something wrong to me*


What special thing i did today?
Today my 2 siaozoboh dearss come to my house!
1st i fetch Jean from her school to my sweet house~
than waiting another dear (fong) come to my house!


hehe!
We went outside and having a simple lunch!!
our simple lunch is KFC~ *haha~my dears become fat fat jor =P*
we chit-chat at there like a group of gossip queen =)
but we enjoy it!!


After that went back to my home!
online online and online!!
sembang sembang and sembang!
hehe!!
feel so bored and having capture some crazy webcamss picturess...

Long time havent laugh until so crazy!
dears! i love u two!


Even what had happening between 3 of us!
please dnt quarrel!
you 2 are very important in my heart!
in the future when i already have boyfriend!
but please dnt doubt!
you two sure will maintain in my heart!!


You 2 bring alots of happiness to my life!
i really appreciate it!!
if 1 day i really did something wrong!
than please forgive me and please dont give up me!!


ESPECIALLY FOR JEAN
I know that is ur real personality!
maybe i cant really accept it!
but i will accept too!!
same as fong say!
sometime what the thing u say i can totally ignore..
but i din!
because i care! so i just explain back to you!
sometime the action no need to say to you!!
because we are best friends ma!
and the action is Sure will happen on u!!
so i just say 有时候有些事情是不用说的，因为我们都是好朋友阿!! 心知道就好了!
than if i really say the wrong words for you!
than please forgive me!!
I really need u!! k?
dnt leave me!
Last, i wanna say I  ♥ You


ESPECIALLY FOR FONG TOO  ♥
Thank you for accompany me the few years when secondary school!
and please help me take care of jean!
and ask her to study hard!
Dear! even the sad thing that had happen to you, but dont forget you still gt me ar!
so anything u wanna share!
u still can sms me! k?
i know this note is short for u!
and I  ♥ you too! =)


This is what i want say to you two! =)
Thank you dearss!
although it short time today! but i enjoy!
If got time i sure will welcome u two come to my house again!


Ps: so sorry that i just can accompany u 2 this few hours!
next time i will spend whole day with u two!!
Sorry! that what i just can say to u two! =(


Good night dears!
I swear! today really a sweet memory and a nice day for me!  =)


This song give you two~ =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpTzHPptUYE

Simple update =)

Now the time is 2.23am~
but i still sitting in front the laptop and dont want sleep~
insomnia??

No~
actually i am tired~
sleepy!

Just saw my friends who from penang, they have there have little earthquake~
Magnitude 6.6 at Northen sumatra, Indonesia.
http://earthquake.usgs.gov/earthquakes/recenteqsww/Quakes/usc0005pdr.php
wau~
its so scary!
lets pray for the them~
God bless them~
Friendsss~please be careful if you now still stay outside =)

Good night boys and girls =*

Unexpected Journey ♥

hey Guys~
i come and update my blog again!
hehe~
izit you think that i m crazy? just because i always update my blog! =)
anyway! i just wanna share my things to you all!


Today i woke up at 12pm ( will woke so EARLY just because my mum phone me,if not i am still sleeping)
ps: I know i am pig~ =P


Having my brunch and have a cold bath...
that great =)
Received my friend's message ( Rouxi ) and ask me for hang out~
hehe~thx god~because i am boring when stay at home alone...
Simply dress up myself than went out with my friends, include Xin Vin and Min Hui,and another 1 new friend~


We did a very crazy thing..
Do you want to know what is that? hehe..curious?
let me tell u the answer...
That is we decided went to Butterworth~
Go for what?
We also dont knw! crazy girlsss~


We went to pacific~
walk here and walk there...
having some simple meal~


After that, started SHOPPING!!!
weeeee......damn excited =D


i bought many many things..

These is all the things i bought! duno spent hw much on it!!
waste?? i think yes..but its too late..i already bought it! =)


Picturesss picturesss with my friendss...

Enjoy my unexpected journey~ ♥

爱情到底是什么东西?

刚看了一个好感人影片~

分享给各位吧~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YenwaZElVCo&feature=share

到底爱情是什么东西!

这个问题我想了又想~

最终还是找不到答案~

*所谓的爱情就是两方面的真心相爱吗?*

但是为什么刚开始的两情相悦，

到最后可能会因为“我们不适合”或者是“我对你已经淡了”这些话而分开!

这就是所谓的爱情吗?

爱情真的好让人好痛苦!

朋友，当你找到你的另外一半时，

请像影片中的男主角一样，

执着的，不要脸的，好好的珍惜对方~

祝全天下的情侣幸福快乐~  =)

至于爱情这样深奥的东西，我暂时不想去拥有~

还是先享受我的单身生活吧~

晚安咯~ 

Boring Sunday

wow~
what a boring sunday???
totally no direction want to do what!


everyday spent a lot of time sitting in front the laptop and doing nothing~
wau~
that great~
keeping in on for my whole sem break holiday 
weeeee  =D


Yesterday i cleaned up my messy room~
Fuyoo~~
i can swear that when i saw my room~
u sure nothing to comment on it!
hahaha~ xD
messy until a Highest Level!!


My cupboard full of shirt!!
My secondary uniforms were sleeping inside for 2 years...
But i dont even know it still inside~
haha~~


saw back my uniforms!!
oh gosh!!!
what a Biggest size!!
I am a fat Girl!!
hahaha~ =)


There are some picture when i wore back my school uniforms~
curious??


Show you some of the picture :

Totally had different feeling when i wore back the uniforms..
damn excited!




MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE =)
FRIENDS~
ARE YOU SAME WITH ME?? 


Next, i think i will Drama-ing~ ♥


That all the childish thing i did in my boring sunday~ =)


Enjoys ur Sunday too!!  =DD